The Year of Targets

Ok, right now, it's June, and basically the middle of the year. So why am I talking about targets? Things I probably should have written down and planned in, say, December, or maybe even January. Well first off - I am probably the most unorganized person you will ever meet. And homework? Gosh I have so much due tomorrow it's ridiculous and I know I should be doing it - but honestly, I can't be bothered. And setting some targets for myself are probably a good idea. Especially since when I stepped on the scales, I realised I was maybe... Oh I don't know... 8.5 kilograms overweight for my height and about 15kg overweight for my age. Because being a 14 year old means that apparently I should be around 50kg, slim and fit. But yeah no. That's not me. I follow my dad - and in his family, the women have boobs and the curves that go with huge boobs - unless you went for plastic surgery that is. Sure, I work out and play sports and run with the rest of my super slim friends, but I'm just genetically programmed to be bigger. And I'm beginning to be ok with that - to a certain extent anyway. And before you groan and run away - this isn't a blog about a 14 year old loser complaining about her life. (Actually it is, but psssst) It's about me trying to understand myself - teenagers need to know themselves. It's important for their future life. I mean hey, I'm a teenager and I know that if I don't know what I'm ok with and what I'm not ok with, I'm gonna be screwed. Also, I have no idea what I'm talking about right now. But I'm gonna keep on rambling in the hopes that I'll get back on topic.

Anyway, back to targets. I'm going to make some targets for me. Not for some dude like I have been since I started Kindergarten and realised that dudes were cute, or for my friends, because they're so much better than me at everything, or for my family, because I feel like a disappointment to them. No. These targets are for me - and when anyone makes any targets, it should be for them and not for someone else. Ever.

So my targets for this year (or at least until the 3rd of September 2014, when I turn 16) are:
1. Lose 10kg

2. Regularly update this blog that no one will ever read so that I can at least be semi responsible.

3. Dip Dye my hair electric blue for Summer 2013

4. Run 10km non-stop (cos right now I'm at 2km and that's just sad.)

5. No boys. As in no dates, no crushes, no anything.

6. Study. Like legit study, not 1 hour the night before the exam like I usually do.

7. Keep in touch with old friends, cos honestly I suck with long distance friendships which is something I really need to work on considering that I live in a community where people move a lot.

8. Order something from a restaurant in Malay. Cos, y'know, I live in Malaysia and should know how to do something as simple as that.

9. Have a Harry Potter marathon, because I was supposed to do that at least 2 years ago and never did.

10. Figure out where I'm going for Sixth Form and possibly Uni. Cos y'know, I'm freaking out about my future. :b

I think that was it... And my first post is completed yay ;)

Ta-ta for now.
lol no. that's just sad.

BYESS. xoxo